Haphazard thoughts for a Wednesday

"The forgiving state of mind is a magnetic power for attracting good." ~Catherine Ponder
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"For the most part, most people most often choose comfort--the familiar, the time-honored, the well-worn but well-known. After a lifetime of choosing between comfort and risk, we are left with the life we currently have." ~John-Roger and Peter McWilliams
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72. See success as something you already have, not something you must attain.
73. Experience the splendor and awe of a sunset.
74. When you score a base hit don't wish it were a home run.
75. Learn to be in the present moment.
76. Instead of believing in miracles, depend on them.
(Taken from 101 Ways to Be Happy & Feel Good)

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I get so lost on my days. Just today I was remarking to my mother how time flies and it does… One month ago I had the most major surgery I’ve ever had in my life. Since then I’ve been recovering, re-experiencing, and re-learning the importance of things. I can’t say that I’m perfect anymore than I could a month ago, but I like to think that side trip off the path of my life (i.e.. the surgery and cancer) provided a deeper insight into some things for me.

I still worry about money, quite a bit unfortunately. I’ve had some very generous folks help and support me, people I never thought would. I’m in much better shape financially than I would have been without that. But still I can’t shut off the worry spout of money’s issues with me. I have to work on that. My life especially after this surgery will no longer a slave to money; but old habits die-hard. I will continue to pray however I see fit that the money resolves itself to a conclusion that I am happy with. But not a single day goes by without me wanting to express my sincere gratitude for the financial help I’ve been gifted. Thank you so much.

I had the pleasure due to my company this past weekend to be offline more than online and I have to say, it was nice. By that statement I mean, that I wasn’t in game as much etc. I did miss the contact with my friends, the jokes, the camaraderie, etc. But it was nice to be in an environment devoid of pixilated truths and digital reality.

One thing that I want this cancer and surgery to have done for me, with me, is to help me realize or at least learn how to prioritize things that are important to me like human touch, love etc. If nothing else, I want to walk away knowing that being that close to death (as I saw it) made me realize how much I love life. This is not an easy thing to think of when you live with depression off and on as I do. SO I hope that among many other things, this lesson is abundantly clear and helps me prioritize the things I need in my life.

The quotes above are relevant to that, as is the DailyOm about journaling positivity.

This post is more a mish mosh of thoughts, rather than the crafted notes of specific issues, but I think that these random thoughts, expressed here are what lead to change. That and the wonderful comments, suggestions, ideas etc I receive both here and in the emails I get from my blog readers.


I want you to know just * how* much I ADORE the comments, and emails. In part, they are what keep me true to being real about my thoughts, and they definitely keep me coming back to post more. As much as I work out my thoughts, without someone acknowledging them, (for me anyway) I’m not sure I would enjoy it so much.

Thank you :)

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DAILY INSPIRATION

Positivity Revisited
Keeping A Diary With Purpose
Courtesy of: DailyOM

A diary can play many roles. It can be a confidant, a vehicle of self-expression, a tool that facilitates clarity of thought, or a repository of dreams. A diary can also be a powerful source of comfort during challenging or traumatic periods. When you record those insights and incidents that clearly demonstrate you are on the right track, you can return to your words days, weeks, or months later and find uniquely soothing reassurance. A diary with a specific purpose can be a good tool for keeping track of experiences before the passage of time can skew your perception of events. It reflects the immediacy of your life and thus provides you with a landmark to return to when you begin to doubt yourself. If doubt does arise, simply open your diary to reaffirm your experiences. The confidence, surety, passion, and bravery you felt in a single moment is preserved, giving you a means to recapture those feelings in any place, at any time.

Your diary serves as a repository of personalized encouragement. Since a diary is, by its very nature, as individual as you are, you should give some thought to the type of diary that will serve you best. A synchronicity-and-connections diary might describe those instances where seemingly random occurrences came together in a meaningful way, propelling you forward. Or you may find strength in the pages of a pride diary that makes note not only of those times you felt proud of yourself but also precisely why you were pleased with your efforts. And a cause-and-effect diary can help you become more decisive by reminding you of all the wise, life-affirming choices you have made. Your diary should be small enough to be readily portable and on hand whenever possible because the faster you put your thoughts down on paper, the more authentic your declarations are apt to be.

Regardless of the type of focused diary you choose to keep, your recollections will create a positive feedback loop that helps you cope with doubt in a constructive way. Reading through your diary when life seems uncertain can show you that your misgivings are unfounded. As you draw consolation from your uplifting words, you will know without a doubt that you are indeed living your purpose and following the path that you committed to before birth

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WELL WISHES

Today I close my eyes and think of all the special people who’s names and /or images are stamped on my heart. I send you all love and light and peace. My wish for you today is that despite sometimes how corny I may seem, that you feel the TRUE intention my heart sends; and that you can in your own way, in your own heart, be receptive and digest the emotion. That somehow you let it become a part of your day and like a beautiful flower with the help of the morning sun let it unfold to blossom into something beautiful for you.

You are a blessing to me everyday
XOXO


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AND REMEMBER

"Everyone should carefully observe which way his heart draws him & then choose that way with all his strength." (I don't know whose quote this is, but it's my brothers favorite "words of wisdom" & one I hold dear to my heart. submitted by Kelli @ Kelli’s Musings)